"This is an offense against god."

I heard something tonight I didn't want to.

More correctly, something I didn't think I'd ever have to. Something I thought I was safe from, distant from.

And really, I know it must be that someone blew something you said out of proportion. Made something up based on what you said, and how they'd feel if they were to say something like that. I know, intellectually, that it's not true.

This sucks. I'm supposed to be moving on, getting over, closing a chapter. You're gone. Why do I end up having these conversations? Why do you come up? If you're gone, why won't you leave?