I feel crowded. Squeezed into everywhere even if I don't fit. Like everyone around me is moving and changing and I don't seem to be able to get anywhere past all the people pushing in around me.
This is highly unpleasant. It's doing bad things to my state of mind.
I'm trying to do things that will allow me to move forward and get going. Things that will make change, hopefully positive, but at the very least different. I feel like my attempts have been resounding flops lately, but I am trying, no matter how little it may be visible.
Negative emotions figure far too high in the current state of the self. Need to fix this, need to find a new "happy place" to be in. Need to figure out where to look.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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