Pushups are my new favorite exercise

Another piece of Strange Fruit
Originally uploaded by rogiro

I've got all the time in the world to waste on you. I just really don't want to.

Spending time, yeah, that's great. Making time, that's totally fine. Wasting time? Boring.

Despite the weather, spring has sprung for me. I want to be out doing things, exploring, enjoying myself. It'd be great if I had someone to share that all with, but it'll be fun hunting folks down for one day of such activities at a time or just doing them on my own, too.

I miss having someone to share my life with. I can't remember the last time I was single this long, and while it's lovely in many ways, it's lonely too. I like making all my own choices without consulting anyone, going out or staying in on my own whims, biking home in the rain at 5am after staying up all night. I like sprawling across the whole bed, eating at any time I want to, and inviting people over at all hours of the night. I miss the warmth next to me, the soft touch that lets me know someone is there with me, and the knowledge that I can sink into those arms whenever I want too because they're on extended loan to me. I miss answering "Yes" and smiling proudly when a friend whispers "Is that your boyfriend?".

Ah well. I'll live. I'll live well, I'll exercise lots, and I'll work hard at what I choose too. It's all good, really, and I'm still pretty happy for no real reason. Life's pretty pleasant, all in all.